It's been seriously damn long since i blog. My blog is dead i guess. Many things happened. I kept it inside and after awhile, i forget about it. Maybe im over thinking stuff. Thinking that im drifting apart from my friends more and more. Thinking that cause of my fucking attitude will make them leave me oneday. I dunwan to lose anyone i love, i can't afford to lose them. The feeling of insercure really sucks. Im sorry for that bitch attitude i gave sometimes. At night i will reflect about myself, i seriously wished that that moment could rewine and i would stop myself from being liddat.

That girl, you loved, i wish i was her.